A LONG AND POINTLESS EXCERCISE IN FUTILITY

I let myself out today. My uncle came over and got me real drunk. he thought I was gay. I really let out my emotions. I just need to feel self-suffiecient. I'm not a girl, I'm not a macho dude. I'm just michael coleman a guy who needs to feel accoplished in a sense that doesn't include children in the search for immortality. fuck I'm drunk I hope any one that reads this can understand because I can't say this sober. Please unserstand. I'm almost to the point of independance. I will become human soon. I need your support. thank you. love.